Bad bad bad!

Omg, this is so poor. I'm trying to be a better blogger but it's just not working for me. There is no post from me and no comments from you.

I really want to keep this blog going but I need to know what you want to read about.
Is is about working out? (in my case: Roller Derby and Muay Thai)
Is it about clothes and shopping?
Or should I try to do a nice little mix of both?

I think the last one is a good alternative. I will go for that! From monday on I will be a better blogger! Promise!

Maxjenny

Have you seen Maxjenny's ponchos? If not, you must look here!

They're absolutely amazing and comes in a color for everyone!
And now to the most amazing of all! Today when I was browsing through Magasin to wait on my ride home from Copenhagen I found a fabulous Maxjenny poncho in a shade of green that sparkles in the light. The base color is kind of army green, I've tried to take a photo of it but it doesn't make it justice at all.
Anyway, when I came to the counter it was 25% off! I'm in love!

Ok, here you can see the model on the model..

And here's my pic that doesn't show anything at all but my ugly red leggings. But it's green. And it's shiny. And it''s lovely!

This is sick!

This article about a barbie in full size is relly showing how sick the dolls proportions is. Why do we have such sick and incorrect picture of how we're "should" look?

Happy Easter!!

I'm just chillin' at my parents place! Sunbathing in bikini in Sweden in april.. That's not even near normal but oh so wonderful!! Happy easter to all of you!

Fashion against aids!

H&M is releasing their collection against aids the 26th of April. I really like that concept and last year I bought the cute t-shirt by Dita von Teese.
This year it will come some cute tank tops that I like and I also really like this parka. I hope it looks good on as well!

Haha

Not so much retro..

I've noticed lately that I don't post very much about retro stuff and such stuff. Erhm, ok, nothing actually. And I will tell you why.
I'm just so fed up with it. I don't think it's fun anymore.
Yeah, I still like the 50's, the designs, the pinups and so on but I really felt that I placed myself in a box where I wasn't allowed to like things outside that box.
I can only blame myself and I'm sorry if I disappoint all of you retro lovers out there but I've been through a big change in my life and this is a part of it..
I just want to be... Me, whatever that is..

23 - This is the last song

I decided to stop with the list today. The last tasks gave me nothing. I'm going to share some really good music with you instead. I thought the list was a little bit funny in that way because I hardly felt that I could share something good, just songs that I don't actually like. But here is a song I really like! Enjoy!

Days passing by..

The days are passing in an incredible speed. I don't know where they're going but it feels like it was february yesterday and it's already the end of april.
A lot of things has happended since february and sometimes everything just feels awful.
Yesterday, not all day but when I went to bed I felt so sad and lonely. I felt anguish about everything and my heart was beating in a speed that didn't feel alright at all. I fell asleep at last and even though I only slept for four hours it feels much better today!

Otherwise this weekend has been awesome! Friday night I started with some thaiboxing, then headed over to Malin for some food and wine. Later on we went to Julia to meet the girls for some more wine. At one we went to Malin again where I slept for the night.
Saturday was an really nice day as well. I started it with running with the thaiboxing club and then some thaiboxing. We were competing, running round the park, I came on the last spot but I did 2,8km in 13,20 min. It was quite good if you think about all the wine I drank the day before.

After 2 hours workout I went home to prepare for going to Copenhagen with my friend Martin. We were going to see Total Smackdown but first just chill and drink some beers. We did but it was cold and rainy so we couldn't sit in the sun as planned. But it was cool anyway, we had a really great time.



Yesterday I woke up late, totally rested. I headed in to town to meet Caroline, who was down in Malmoe visiting from Stockholm, and Lena and Andreas. We drank coffee in the sun for about three hours and I can actually see a tan! It was so hot you could sit in just a tanktop.

Sorry for the long post but it was a great weekend and I'm totally happy about it because it's the first good weekend in months!

Total Smackdown!

Tonight we're going to see Denmarks first roller derby bout! They are bouting Amesterdam and it's going to be awesome! This is the girls I will play with when I'm moving there.

22 - A song I listen to when I'm sad

Ok, this one has been very different during the years. But right now it's this one because it describes my situation all too well.

21 - A song I listen to when I'm happy

Things are much better today than they were the last two days. They're not so fabulous so I choose to listen to this song but maybe I'll do it in the weekend. Because this song is my happy song! Yeah, or at least one of them..

It should have been a song..

A happy song actually. But things aren't very happy right now so I can't.

I'll be back!

20 - A song I listen to when I'm angry

Yes! This is often the music that gets my adrenaline pumping. I listen to the same music when I'm angry, drive fast or lifting weights. It's very often songs from the album Far Beyond Driven by Pantera or something with Hatesphere, Slipknot or Dissection. But this is THE one!

Gold chain

I found it at last! I told you earlier that I was looking for a big golden chain bracelet but I had a hard time finding one. Yesterday I found this Katie bracelet from Marc by Marc Jacobs and today I found it on ebay for just 60$. I'm soo looking forward to get it!

By the way, I will get to know about the apartment tomorrow so you'll have to hold your fingers crossed a little bit longer..

19 - A song from my favorite album

My favorite album right now is "No more idols" by Chase and Status and this is the second last song on it. I think it's absolutely fantastic!

Copenhagen

My parents has been here this weekend. They were heading to Malmö because of my little cousin Tilde's name giving ceremony.
They came with my brother and his girlfriend yesterday and we were out shopping until three when we went to my uncle's place. (I bought a jacket and a pair of shoes that I will show tomorrow.)
The ceremony was nice and Tilde was so cute and kind all night. My brother left by train in the evening but my parents stayed to follow me to Copenhagen today where I was looking at an apartment.
We went to Copenhagen a bit early so we could take a cup of coffee by the lakes and sit in the sun for a while. It was just so warm and cozy.

Mum and Dad

The apartment is at Fredriksberg and I really hope I get it. It's a 2 rooms rental and we are many about it but please, PLEASE choose me!

18 - A song I wish I heard on the radio

Always when I hear this I wonder why I don't listen to it more often. And if they play it on the radio, I could do that without any actions involved.. Laziness in the highest level.

17 - A song that I often hear on the radio

I hear this song by Veronica Maggio a lot on the radio. It's kind of funny and happy so I'm starting to like it. The lyrics is cool, it's two sided..

16 - A song I used to love but now hate

No I can't. There is no song that I liked before that I now hate. It's too much memories in songs that I liked so maybe I don't listen to them anymore, but hate.. Naah.

White light moment!

When your shoes are white like this and actually shines like the sun is doing outside you'll know it's springtime for real! Wonderful!

15 - A song that describes me

Aah, ok. Let's not go way too deep into this..
Sorry for the really lousy sound but it was the best I found.

Sorry

I'm so sorry that I only post songs right now but I'm not feeling very good.
We're in the middle of selling our house and it feels very shitty. It's like all our dreams just blows up in front of us. Or, it's been like that for a while of course and there's nothing else to do but now it's just so real but in the same time just like it was before because we haven't been able to move out.
Every day when I wake up I imagine that I'm going to feel a little bit better, and I mostly do, but then I break down and I fall down in this big black hole again.
But I tell myself that for every time I manage to crawl back up again I come a tiny step closer to feeling a little bit normal again.
All I want to do is to work out really hard, lie in my bed and cry or eat candy..
I always knew that it would be very hard but I never thought it could be this hard!

14 - A song that no one thought that I like

13 - A song that is a guilty pleasure

Embarrassing enough I actually like this really bad song.
I don't know why and I can't explain it..
Maybe it has to do with another guilty pleasure, watching the program "So you think you can dance", and I know that I saw a really good dance routine to this song and it stuck. Or at least I can pretend that it was so...

Strange!

Oh, I totally fell for this jumpsuit. Too bad it only comes in "onesize" xs-s. Don't know why producers do like that. Are we too big, all of us that don't fit in a xs-s? It's really strange. It's from Novaqueen.
Well, it felt like just my luck today. I'm not surprised. But soon it's late enough to go to bed.

12 - A song from a band I hate

Yeah, I already hate everything else about this day so why not?

And they have disabled the embed function so if you want to hear this shit you can click on the link. It's Nickelback by the way.

11 - A song from my favorite band

I think that this post will be the toughest music post. I mean, how in h**l am I supposed to choose my favorite band?
I have many of them but I think I will choose some band that I've been listening to for a longer while. So here you go!

10 - A song that I fall asleep to

Yeah, and it's very needed nowadays.. This whole album from Burial is just chill..